Thankful

It would seem I'll be working at my current job until my last days. I'm blessed to be able to know hard working people and not take government assistance or tax dollars almost all of my life. I'm glad I knew a few women who found me attractive when I was younger. Maybe I made them a little more happy for the short time they knew me. It's strange I'm still able to have sex and find women attractive but there's no way to do anything about it. I guess when my life is a joke that's just another hum dinger in my comedy routine. I can keep the veteran who's in terrible pain laughing at work. That's are many things I've been blessed to be able to do. I don't have enough energy for children or sex but I can still give animals platonic affection which is good. I don't know how long I'll be around when my mother is gone though. I hope God gives me the strength to go on without any close bond. We pay the price in years of our life for every extra square foot of space in our house it would seem. I'd rather live in a smaller house further away from people who hate me but I don't own this one and have no say in where the matriarch goes. She is an independent woman dominated by no man.

Let me venture an objective guess here. Maybe the heroin/prescription drug epidemic stems from the spiritual enslavement we undergo if we don't submit to progressive psychics. Multiple hits some weeks and no straight affection ever allowed, even in the spirit world. Gotta' keep the oppression complete and total.